and there will be a highway

when i say God is faithful, i know it, really, under my skin and in the pit of my stomach and in the wells of my eyes.
but sometimes i forget. often, actually.
and at times i get frustrated because i don't feel like He is.

this week though, i've felt it.
because a prayer i've been praying for the past four years has been answered more obviously and sooner than i would ever have thought.
and He said 'yes!'.
(it was a resounding yes.)
and i've been sad and tired and busy and defeated and stressed and disheartened and angry about other things at points in time in the past seventy two hours.

but He said 'yes!'

and i still say 'amen' each night before i go to sleep because i know He is faithful.
but the past three days i've felt it and i feel it and i'll feel it for a bit more i think.