just another manic monday

today i heard joy. it took me by surprise in a man's voice at about a quarter past two in the afternoon. he was twenty seven years old and i could hear it carried along in the words he spoke. it sounded a lot like having not very much at all yet having everything at the very same time. i realised i don't hear it all that often because a lot of people i know have a lot already and forget that having everything at the very same time is even better. it's sad that it happens that way. it shouldn't.

i'm praying for a voice that sounds like his - that when people read in between the lines of all the things i say, it will spell out hallelujah.